suffocate

the song "must have done something right" by relient k is like,
bella and edwards anthem, seriously. i mean, it defines their relationship
in the first book, because in the second book it gets kind of angsty,
but this is a happy-peppy song. whee! well anyways,
i wrote a little drabble/poem
title: suffocating
rating: k+
genre: angst/tragedy
--
hermione was suffocating.
the pressure mounting
was unbearable, the mix between the
impending dread of what was coming,
and the cloth gag that a pair of rough hands was stuffing
into her already silent mouth
she was always silent
speakig was painful
it didn't make any difference
what she said
no one believed her
harry? an abusive husband?
the boy who lived? an alcoholic?
the chosen one? a murderer?
she used every ounce of strength she had
but it wasn't enough
she kicked and screamed and cried
but she was trapped
both inside her own mind and the ropes binding her
suffocating her

the countess of blood

i was on last.fm and i was listening to similar artists - neutral milk hotel
and the weirdest thing came on, monkey & bear - joanna newsome
its the freakiest thing everrrrr...
ahah i bought it on itunes
xD
'down in the green hay
where monkey and bear usually lay
they woke from a stable-boy's cry

he said; someone come quick!
the horses got loose, got grass-sick!
they'll founder! fain, they'll die

what is now known by the sorrel and the roan?
by the chestnut, and the bay, and the gelding grey?'

today i was reading about elizibeth bathory,
the countess of blood
she brutally murdered over 600 girls and young women,
and bathed in their blood, because she believed it was the elixir of youth,
( cause' it is :o )
isn't that weird
she was like, a real lycanthropeish vampire!

solitary confinement

ugh, i forced myself to get up at 7:10 in the morning,
i was talking to myself and everything,
"come on sam, you've gotta wake up, its a school day.."
only to find everyone asleep, and me the only one senile enough to think sunday was a school day.
D:
and i couldn't go back to sleep so i just grabbed some leftover pizza and hauled my sorry behind down here
grr..well anyways
ive got so many accounts on different websites it is crazy,
gah!
last.fm is so complicated, its got software and everything,
i cant even begin to understand it,
and all i wanted was one of those adorable little last.fm chart-thingeys that everyone seems to have..
hmph.
well, since i've got sooo many blogs, ill try to keep this one updated /and/
my livejournal ( quotationistic.livejournal.com )
on another note, im starting to give up on this hopeless snow-free town
we were supposed to have a 'winterymix' on saturday
but no...we got cold.
yeah.
cold.
really cold.
that it.
hmph.
well, thats about all,
tatafornow!

the biotch chronicles

hey, people, welcome to my first blog post, today i was sooo sick
i wanted to go over to my eng teachers house, with her freaky pink-haired son, and help her pull up floorboards in her bedroom ( i know, she /is/ that cool )
but noo...i had a terrible headache and lots of fatigue to go with it. i think im getting sleep deprived
i basicly just lounged around all day listening to the 4th harry potter book on audiobook
ugh, still sick, should not have eaten that extra box of mike & ikes. rawr.
my hardrive is running out of space, i think i need a new one...
hmm... still cant get on microsoft entourage. urg, its so annoying, i tried for about 800 hourse the other day
and it still wont accept my account.
rawr

is there an echo in here?